the same sax will sound very different, depending on who plays it|we exhale more than just breath|how can we expect our play to be harmonic if our life is in dissonance|as for me, i seem to be making the same mistakes over and over again|my timing is dreadful|often i cannot keep pace|if everything is going smoothly this fact distracts me so much i stumble|but whereas my voice is sometimes barely audible|i cannot hold back when i play|and every now and again|i even allow someone to listen|